Thank you so much for sharing your story.
I can completely relate to everything you mentioned. It's such a relief to know that someone else is going through a similar journey.
I am someone who can never stand being second. I always plan and stress to be the best, whether at work, in any gathering, or when I was at school.
The need for perfection and the resulting competition drain me every day, so I understand how you feel.
It truly is an everyday battle.
The fact that you are now planning to improve and challenge yourself to not be perfect is incredibly inspiring. It makes me wonder if I can take steps towards that too.
I would love to hear about your progress and any tips you might have along the way. I wish you all the best as you navigate this challenging yet rewarding journey.
Take care and thank you again for sharing.